Today was the DAY!

For all those times I've doubted myself for having friends, I know who they are now. Throughout all the suffering and pain I've been feeling lately, today was the first day I actually opened up and let people see me for what I really am. I never really thought I could actually have true friends like them; being so opinionated and what not. Now, I've been anti-social for around a week or so, and had alienated myself which was completely unhealthy... in which I know now. Today, during my third period spare, I saw four of my friends, near the cafeteria. Right when I saw them, I felt as though I should put my head down because I didn't think they would notice me. I felt as though I didn't "belong." Nevertheless, they all looked at me, wondering where I had been lately. I walked towards them and all of us started talking. That was the moment I actually opened up. I told them what was going on... they didn't judge nor did they compare. All they did was listen and give me advice. From everything that I've been through lately, I have now learned that I shouldn't keep myself away from those who want to help; because in the end of the day... who do we turn too? Friends and family.
xoxo