If I Were A Boy...

If I were a boy I would treat girls like my bitches. Now, I know considering I'm a female and I want males to treat me respectfully and give me all I that I desire, you may think my “male mentality” of treating girls like bitches is wrong. Though, I don't think I would have the patience to treat a girl as if she were my everything. Personally, if I were of the opposite sex, I would have the tendency to play with them, screw with their minds, and put myself first. Nevertheless, my “male thinking” does not mean I agree with males that do that. I do see it as wrong, disrespectful and disgusting but can't that wrong ever be right? My interpretation of these guys in whom are categorized as "players," pimps, cheaters, "dogs," etc. are the guys who see that out of all the girls that they have been with, one of them must be the right one. That's their mentality. Needless to say, if none of them are the right one, they just keep messing around, playing with girls until they find the one that they can hold down and be serious with. It's like a journey for them. Though, my thought may not be quite accurate because there are those who treat girls like bitches because of the suffering they have experienced in their previous relationship.
Though, at times I do have the "male mentality" when freshly moving on without having a companion. There were cases in which I would have rebound guys to move on, to get over my previous partner and though I knew it wasn't right, it was like a drug. Though, one thing that recently struck me was it is completely unnecessary. Yes, it is fine to meet new guys, date them and have an open relationship. But being in a new closed relationship, while having feelings for the person in your previous relationship can very well mess you up mentally. From this, and from all of my experiences with relationships my mentality has completely changed. I don't see the point in relationships. At least not right now. You consistently find new guys to talk to, begin to really like them then you end up in a relationship thinking that they're the one. Then, they end up being some type of ass who played you for a fool. Not appreciating anything and ignores you and neglects you when you try to at least talk to him. Nevertheless, when he realizes that you have moved on and you've found someone new, he finds a way to attach himself to you. Like a baby and its diapers (weird simile, but it works!)...attaches when something new and surprising occurs (comes to realization), detaches when it's fine and there is no bother.