I used to be the girl that believed love could conquer all...
Though in reality,
All is fair in true love & war

Love Is Pain

She opens the door

And walks into my room.

I stare at her.

Her beauty's so genuine,

Her beauty's surreal.

I take her and lay her down.

Caressing her voluptuous hips,

Staring into her ocean blue eyes.

She kisses my neck with her cherry red lips

That I simply cannot resist.

With all of her might,

She lays me down;

Making me not want to get up.

I hear her soft giggle,

While I stroke her spoon-shaped figure immensely.

I keep staring at her,

I cannot stop stroking her waist.

She is my obsession

And that is why I whisper to her,

"I love you."

She stops.

She gets off of me.

Her eyes flooding with tears.

She looks at me in grief and says,

"I am not allowed to love you back."

"This is my job.

I make men believe that I love them,

When truly it is impossible for me to fall in love.

I am not the one you are looking for

I am not the one you want to be in love with."

I look into her eyes in gloom and reply,

"I know you love me.

I know you're not like this with your customers.

I know you are not allowed to love,

But can you please try to love me?

You are who you are around me.

You're never afraid to be what you are.

I know you love me too,

You're just afraid of commitment."

She slaps me.

She gets up,

Puts her corset on,

Making her have more of an hour-glass figure.

She looks at me full of rage.

"I told you I am not the one that you should be in love with!"

She marches toward the door.

She opens it

And walks out of my room.

She not only walks out of my room

But walks out of my life.

The Sun Is Shining ... =)

Hello hello! Well.. I haven't written in a WHILE...since school was in session so I guess I shall start from there = O

Exams were a killer! I didn't study for shit... I felt it was so useless considering I am going to college =)... BUT.. I passed all of my courses though so it wasn't so bad after all! Oh.. & I'm done high school as well XD! ... HURRAY lmfaoo [[damnn im sucha loser xP]]

So far my summer break is awesome & I absolutely LOVE it!

It started out with a couple of friends and I heading up to the beach for two nights... damn it was an adventure. It was two of my friends and one of my friend's boyfriend and his friends heading downtown to Circa lol. Wasn't my cup of tea I would say... it was just alright. After Circa, we drove up to Owensound to go to the beach. It was amazing; We bbqed and lit fire works for Canada Day =)... Other than that, my friends boyfriend's cousin asked for my number =/... I felt bad to reject him so I just gave it to him hoping he wouldn't call every second that he had.. but he did alright. As soon as I walked inside of my friend's house... he called = /. The next morning, he woke me up at 7am and texted me as well =/... He called me an hour after that and an hour after that and so forth... That lasted about a week... [[Thank God he got the message]]

Another day, my friends and I headed to Centennial Park for an outdoor birthday party. It was kind of disturbing at first but later on it was alright. I met new friends which I chilled with a few days ago = ) ...

So other than those adventures... my friends and I have just been doing the regular which still ends up being fun = )

P.S. sorry if this isn't an interesting post lol... i just felt like writingg = D